Saturday, May 24, 2008
i smiled at 6:52 PM.
LAst night, I was on the phone with a friend for hours.
He kinda confessed that i was on his mind since secondary and it is still ongoing.
It's pretty hilarious when he told me the moments which i didnt even realise.
Gosh.. it's been 24-11=13 years!!! He's such a faithful guy.. I do feel touched somehow when he told me what he had done all along. I felt sweet.. alas, i still think it's better to be friends so dont you dare to have design on me, if not i will ignore you! haha
This guy is really capable of giving his loved one everything and anything. Whatever she asks for, he would just give. I was pretty surprised when he told me that " there are 2 girls that i will do anything for them if they ask." and being curious, i asked who. Me? haha..
He even told me his 5 mins of blank out moment after seeing me in JC. Hahaha..
And i didnt realise he nearly got into a fight because of me in school.
Why am i always getting ppl into fight?
First, it started when i was in secondary school.
I went for this ophir expedition and 2 guys fought over me for no apparent reason. *3 vertical lines* In the same year, another 2 guys nearly fought because of me. For that, i had to say i felt really sweet as he was someone i like and that the other guy was just provoking him that he would win me back which was impossible. That's really drama mama!
I dont mean to lead to fights and sometimes.. i really dont know why it happens.. *Shrug*
Thought this kinda things are only showed on TV? haha..
He reminded me to open up my heart once again which i am still unable to do so.
Yesyes.. i am getting old..
What to do, nobody wants!
And he said about me getting "Jerk syndrome"
Jerk syndrome = "so there's this pretty gal that the nice guys will never be able to muster the courage to approach coz they don't think they can match up... so what happens is that only the 'jerks' (or at least those really thick skin ones...) will make a move..." Sounds really interesting, isnt it?
i guess i am just not ready to receive at the moment.
But i do know.. someone out there might have a key to my heart and i am just waiting for this special someone to appear? ahaha..
My friend also added that he has always think that i am very pretty, smart, sweet... good character.. " your true character will always shine."
And he never judges people wrongly before. That's a compliment. haha.. I hope you are not wrong this time.
Lenia is just an ordinary girl.. which lives an ordinary life... *Grin*
And he said, " precisely, you are just who you are that's why i like you"
GOsh.. i really didnt do anything ... =S
Thank you so much for loving and appreciating me.
I feel so blessed.. It makes me realise, all along.. i have been surrounded by angels, protecting me, guiding me along the way... which sometimes, i may not have realised it myself.
Thank you, my angels..
including Princess, Rox, Cyndi, Jo, Joey, Kevin, Germ , my family and many more
and esp JOELLE, IAN, my sweetie BABE SIS and SUSAN Laoshi.
Thank you very very much for being there for me.
I love you angels!!! *Muack*
And when i was listening to "Like only a woman can" on my mp3 after footy, I teared.. not because i was upset, it's because of my angels.. I feel very very blessed, very very touched when i got reminded how they were always around by my side to pull me up and hold my hand to walk down the path, in good and bad times.
What more am i asking for?
Thankz god...
