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Friday, February 29, 2008
i smiled at 4:00 PM.


Yea.. back to school, just to check my email for the posting of my elective.
Probably taking up pilates. Cool, aint it?
Thinking if i should take up sports coverage. It's every thurs of march - sept?
What else to write today? Hmm..

Yesterday, i called home. Managed to talk to everyone in my family and i realised that it was my Chinese birthday that day! muahaha.. Mummy wished me happy birthday over the phone. So cute! I dont recall her saying happy birthday to be for the past 23 years? ahah.. And and my dad told me not to take up part-time job. So thoughtful, right? My dad has always a protective figure to me. He just loves me! *melt* haha.. unfortunately, to be able to travel around and to gain more experience, working is the way to go. Dont want mummy and daddy to pay for my epenses here. Yupyup. I guess they would understand.

Oh yes, I was talking to mel today and i realised how lucky i was here.
Haha.. the very first time i called my prepaid sim card service to activate my line, i took half an hr for my sim card but my friend took 4 hrs and another one took 24 hrs! And the day before, there was something wrong with my transport ticket so the train conductor wrote a letter so that i could exchange for a new one. I was suppposed to get a ticket for 9 trips access but i got 10 trips! muahaha.. means, the day when i board the tram, it was free for the whole day! whereas my housemate had to pay. *wink wink*
Well, what did i do? hmm.. i guess smiling works! *Shrug*

Just to add on to the Retro night at HQ complex.
I got so nostalgic. I heard songs from good old days in Sec sch.. Songs by Spice girls, N-sync, Five, bewitched etc.. when i heard C'mon over by Christina Aguilera, i was like.. AWww.. I kinda rem the time we are invited to dance in one of the ACS(i) NCC event. My CRez NCC fellow mates.. can recall? *ring ring* But if u ask me to dance the same dance, erm.. that would be a real challenge! Hahaa..

We are going out for the Arts festival tonight. Getting more and more cultured already. hhahaha.. Cant stand myself! LIFE IS GOOD IN SOUTH AUSSIE!





Thursday, February 28, 2008
i smiled at 4:07 PM.


Hi everyone, this is the last day of this week that i would be in school. So i would not be able to blog until next week. *Sob*

A little update about my retro night @ HQ complex.. HQ.. hmm..Isnt it my name?
Well well.. haha..
It's really fun! Quite rare for me to let my hair down to party. Their drinks are really cheap! Base spirit is selling @ 3.50 bucks and champagne @ 5 bucks, beer @ 4.50bucks. But good ger here only drink 1 cup of voldka lime ( it's pretty mild) and danced the whole night with the exchange students including the Hongkong guys and some aussie frds and of coz my housemates! We still managed to catch a tram home after clubbing. Hmm.. there would be another one coming next week friday. Erm.. i guess it's going to be a weekly thing. What to do, one of my housemate is a clubber lo. So can't let her go alone, right? *excuses* muahaha.. No worries, i would go clubbing only when necessary. That has always been my policy, yea? haha..

I muz mention this! Mel n perk said my fried rice and marinated chicken wings are delicious! whoohoo!
I am not hopeless in cooking. *Wink* Starting to know how to blend the sauce. heh! *smirk*
Jo, i will cook for you when you are here! CONFIDENT! VERY CONFIDENT!

Today, I went for my very 1st class and it's about how to identify child abuse/ neglect. Long lect with a few breaks in between. Could you imagine that i had to sit in lect from 9-4pm? Whoa. I havent done that for a yr or so. Thank goodness that it was something interesting and also something really dramatising. Children has so many rights nowadays. There are so many things to look out for in our profession just to cover our butt. hmm...That makes me think twice if i want to have a child in the future. muahahhaa.

Alright, will blog on mon after class or when i get my internet access fixed on tueday.
Meantime, Ciaoz!





Wednesday, February 27, 2008
i smiled at 11:14 AM.


Yesterday back home, i realised that i have forgotten to remove my thumbdrive from the school computer. It was a thumbdrive that was given by him. And my passport photo was in it. I thought to myself. Well, it's really fated. It's a sign. I guess i would never be able to find the thumbdrive anymore. As what ian said " new one would not come if old one doesnt go" erm, translate in mandarin and you would understand. It always happened to me when i lost something dear. It happened when i was in sec 3 and now again. Same things. I guess there are more things to lose along the way, if you get what i mean. haha ..Anyway, it's so me lo. Blur blur and always misplace things, right? haha.. but somethings are just fated to lose ah. I thought, that would give me a good excuse to buy a new one. YEAH!

Today, we went to school for orientation. Well, my friend heard wrongly that it was at 9am instead of 9.30am. So we arrived early and i was trying my luck to see if my thumbdrive was still at the computer. Nah.. obviously not there. So i went to ask where was the lost and found section at the security in school. The security guard was asking me what was a thumbdrive. 3 lines lo. haha.. And he just showed me a box of items from lost and found section. In front of my eyes was the thumbdrive that i had lost. Whoo.. Didnt know Aussie ppl are so "Lu4 bu4 shi2 yi2" which means honest. If it's in singapore... haha.. you probably wont find it. And ah, he didnt even take down my name and contact no. SO Lax Lax. But i am impressed by the culture! Tt's a good point to learn, aint it? Well, i was just lucky i guess..

While walking to toilet.. i realised i miss out 2 more points for my boyfriend criteria list.
so here it goes..

Current 2008

26) Preferrably studying something related to medical?
27) Same age (if with WESTERN overseas experience), if not must be older than me.

By the way, I skipped orientation again. It's so boring and.. it's not for yr 4 lo! Sighz.. kinda waste my time. So i think it would be more constructive for me to go com lab to blog and get all u gals/ guys updated. heh.. aint i thoughtful? *Innocent Grin*

Alright, gotta go and find the lecturer to certify my BCLS cert.





Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i smiled at 12:13 PM.


I have decided to upload my accumulated entries using my school network. Which means.. I am in school so just drop by to use the net to check my emails and blah blah blah. I feel like I am in forbidden city without internet access! I don’t know what happen in my home land! SINGAPORE, I MISS YOU! I can’t skype with my dear friends and family members. *sobsob* My internet would only be set up on 4th March instead of 27th Feb. *SAD* Long Long story!
Anyway, you must be wondering if I have actually disappeared into thin air or something. No worries ppl, this ger here is still surviving well. In fact, I am having really great time in Adelaide! Haha.. Let me summarized what had happened to me for the past 15days! Whoa.. that’s really a lot of days to update. Hmm…Here goes..

On the first day in Adelaide, I touched down with diarrhea and vomited the whole day. Horrible, right? I was bedbound for a day! *SCREAM* But Auntie Eng (whom we temporary stayed with) was really kind, she brought me to see a Dr with the help of her neighbor in the middle of the night. I was really impressed by the clinic. Well organized and well equipped with facilities like Dr consultation, physiotherapy, Xray and even dental checkup. Well, you must be thinking if it’s a hospital, right? Nah! It’s really just a clinic. I had to pay A$70 for Dr consultation without medication. Guess what the Dr said to me? “I guess you are just suffering from viral gastrointestinal problem so you just need to take panadol.” Oh, okay. Interesting, huh?
The next few days, we were trying to find accommodations, going to the bank, register for school and blah blah blah.. Don’t quite remember every details. I would just jolt down the more interesting events, alright?

After 4 days in Adelaide, we found an “ideal” living area. I fell in love with this cottage house at first sight. The interior was beautiful even thou there were no furniture yet. There’s 3 rooms, a big kitchen, a comfy living room, Jacuzzi bathtub toilet (erm, we still don’t know how to operate that), a long garden, security system and a garage for 2 cars. Whoa! It so happened that the landlord couple are lecturers in my current school. In fact, they are teaching the same course that I am taking. Ouch! Haha.. However, we were so disappointed when the furniture is in. 3 girls had to move the unwanted furniture to the back of the garage and that took us 2 days to do that. We did have great fun renting a car to shop for our groceries and furniture. I was the only one that didn’t know how to drive so I was stuck at the back of the seats with piles of stuffs. It was so packed that I felt suffocated. My lungs were not given enough space to expand. Perk and mel would have witnessed it. Thinking back, it was really hilarious! Muahaha.. We couldn’t imagine what we have done. We actually decorated our rooms from scratch. This means, we had to start cleaning up the whole house, moved furniture, set up the new furniture from ikea manually without any man’s help! Impressive, huh? I Love my room because I have constructed everything and decorated without any help. That is when I realized, I don’t need a man to survive. (My Physio babes! The group pic is in my wallet and on my board now. Love the book that you have made. Made me tear in the plane lo. *touched*) I could actually do a lot of things on my own. Really getting out of comfort zone! That is not all, I have to cook full course dinner twice a week. Mummy and daddy are going to be so proud of me! Heh!

I have to confess that on the first few days in aussie, I was thinking a lot. Ian and Joelle would have known what was in my mind. Emptiness was what I felt. My heartache seems to manifest much more. Song like Di4 san1 zhe3, ji1 de2 yao4 wang4 ji4, mei1 you1 ren1, dao3 dai4 kept repeating in my head. Memories flashed back… *Ouch* Luckily, Ian is just a phone call away. He’s my help line. Hhaahaa.. This sweet guy spent hours talking me out. He bombarded me with questions that need lots of deep thinking. Whoa! Stunned but well, I have finally found my answer and firm with my final decision. I am still using the 5 mins rule, ian! Haha. But the frequency is getting lesser and lesser. My heart does not ache anymore. I feel so relaxed once I have made up my mind regarding what I really want. *Phew* I am finally moving on and much faster than what I’ve expected. It doesn’t hurt anymore!!! Ian, I am going to break your record! Muahaha…

I am really glad that I am in singlehood right now. I couldn’t imagine how it would be like living behind someone’s shadow. I choose to walk out of it and live for myself. I am free to do whatever I want. I don’t need to report to anyone but myself. FREEDOM! I guess, I would not give this up so easily the next round. I used to love freedom then why let the other party tie me down? Nah! After letting these memories go, I am even clearer in what I really want in life. Talking about it, I was telling Ian regarding my boyfriend criteria 4 years ago vs current. The criteria are as follows…

4 years ago
1. Babyface
2. Small eyes
3. Thin lips
4. Decent looking (honest/ good boy look?)
5. No gambling
6. No smoking
7. No vulgarities
8. Filial to parents (I love mummy’s boy)
9. Makes me feel special (like I am the only ger in his life)
10. Doesn’t talk much
11. Sincere
12. Treats me like a princess
13. Knows how to cook
14. Must know how to swim
15. From boy’s school (English Sch)



Current (2008)
1. Presentable (esp in events)
2. Small eyes
3. Thin lips
4. Decent looking
5. No gambling unless necessary
6. No smoking
7. No vulgarities
8. NO birthday that falls on 15th April
9. Filial to parents, family oriented
10. Makes me feel special (without me worrying who he is with)
11. Doesn’t talk much (NO sweet talker)
12. Generous (not those calculative kind)
13. FAITHFUL
14. Knows how to cook (I can’t stand guys who are waiting for their gf/ wife to cook. C’mon, even if the ger can cook, don’t expect! )
15. Must know how to swim and play sports with me (NO sedentary lifestyle)
16. Decisive ( someone that can give me direction when I am lost/ indecisive but not MCP)
17. Has plans for the future
18. Smarter than me
19. Speaks good English
20. Experience studying / working overseas in a WESTERN country for more than 1 year (So that he could understand what I have gone thru)
21. RESPECT ME (understand my career, my future plans, me as a whole!)
22. Give me SPACE!
23. Respect that I have special relationship with my friends ( guy friends are still my friends even when I am attached!)
24. Must know how to drive (I dislike guys who are waiting for free rides!)
25. Bring out the BEST in ME! LOVE ME for WHO I AM!

Muahahaa… I guess it takes an unsuccessful relationship to find out what you are looking for the next round. My criteria nearly doubled! Haha. Ian, is it all? Well, criteria are just a guideline. There is a saying, ideal doesn’t exist. Hmm, true. Love is blind. Once you have fallen in love, your criteria will be thrown out of the window. You could even find someone that fits exactly into all the criteria but you just don’t have any chemistry. Haha.. Well, whose criteria is reachable? When would my Prince charming appear? Ian is volunteering to check on my criteria on yearly basis and joelle is doing it every 6 months. So Ke3 ai4, right? Poor Prince charming, you probably would have a hard time coming into my door. *Wicked Grin* At the same time, I am not going to sit there and do nothing. For what I am asking for, I would have to be up to his standard too. That’s only fair, right? Muahhaa.. So I am in for a transition too.

Another event I would like to mention is my birthday on 23rd feb! First time spending it out of home town! mauuahahaa.. Perk, mel and me went Glengle beach! It’s Awesome.. Romantic! SSshhhsss.. for that point, how I wish my prince charming is right beside me. Hahaa… Had 5 fresh oysters and seafood platter! Yummy! Desert was Andersen Rum and Raisin! For a moment, I realized… I have loved what he loved. =) I guess that’s okay. My housemates were really sweet, they left me a birthday card on my table while I was bathing. Thank you thank you! Not to mention, Ian was the first to wish me happy birthday. haha.. Not forgetting the rest, Thankz for the wishes form princess cindy, Shiyun, Guoyan, sis .. n n .. The encouraging words from my best friend =Joelle! Love you all! *muack* I am getting the gist as an Australian, huh? Haha..

Oh yeah, you must be wondering why the title, right? Trying to draw your attention by keeping you in suspend so to finish reading this entry. Aint I smart? Hahaha. I have attended this event organized by Exchange society in school. This time round, they organized golf and lawn bowling. On 24th feb, it was my first time playing those activities. Whoa..aint it a good start to be a sophisticated lady with golf! Haha.. there’s more to go, like dancing and surfing ! wHoo.. life has never been better. We met up with quite a no of international students from Hongkong, France, Canada and of coz aussie. This cute aussie guy actually gave me a hug and kissed me goodbye on my cheek. *Sweet* Well, it’s just a formal way to say goodbye. Have to get used to it somehow! Well, if I am attached, my bf would just scream if he knows! Haha. I guess, if I do that to my Singapore friends, they will get so freak out! Haha.. Can’t wait to try it and see your reaction! Muahaha…
That’s all for now. Going to sleep! Nightnight.

25th Feb
Oh no.. made a call to the internet server and now we have to wait another week for the internet connection. This means, we can only use internet @ home on 4th march. *Argh* This gives us more excuse to party out whole day, yea? Haha.. Trying to console myself. Sighz..
Anyway, today we attended another event organized by UNISA exchange society. They were playing this Aussie movie called “The Castle” while we got ourselves a cup of toffee nut hot chocolate. It’s at this pub @ Colonel Light Hotel, there’s a lounge with cushion seats so we can enjoy watching a movie. I love the ambience and also the hot chocolate. NICe~! That’s one of the best place to chill out in Adelaide. Was supposed to go drink at the next pub but gave it a miss. Felt alittle tired and just wanted to go home to rest. Good girl, right? haha ..Well well.. but we planned to go Retro night @ the biggest clubbing area in Adelaide with the club ppl. Whoo! Let’s party all night! Looking forward to coming wed. What to do, was supposed to get our internet fix on that day but there was some cork ups so let’s let our hair down and party! I am going to wear retro retro. Must groove with the theme, aint it? Haha.. No worries ppl, I would drink with care. Haha.. pls don’t tell my mama, okay? *Zipped* Would update you, yea?





Tuesday, February 12, 2008
i smiled at 7:49 PM.


I guess i am quite done with my packing.
I am praying hard that my luggage would not be overweight if not i would have a hard time repacking at airport. "Deh Glam" ! haha.. got reminded by how ping always says this phrase. Hmm.. apart from the packing stuffs.. i need to pack in my intangible stuffs = Feelings! *Take a deep breath* Time flies.. In a few hours' time, i would be in adelaide! I muz live happily! Dear frds, you have my words, i will take care of myself and uphold to my moral values. haha.. no Sweat! My thinking might become westernized but, i will still be conservative. muahaha... Silly frds, kept worrying.. aiyo! STEADY de! *Wink*

I guess, when i go.. i will give my parents a hug and kiss them goodbye. So not me but i will do it.
I LOVE YOU, DADDY & MUMMy! should i write a note and place it at the fridge? i think i should. I LOVE babesis, SIs & bro even thou they always bully me! Errmm.. more like i am the one. haha.. MISS you! Your little sis will take care of herself. *patpat* Hmm.. will dad still call me " ger" when i come home next year? haha..

ALrite.. it's gonna be super drama mama at the airport. PPl who's goin, pls help me bring tissue! haha.. *bleahz*

Byebye Singapore... Byebye~ *Waves*





i smiled at 4:28 AM.


So tired of packing.. haha.. Room is still in a big mess. I decided to take a break to write my blog before packing again. *BLeahz*

Updating alittle regarding events on 11/2/08.

In the early morning, i went to temple to pray with mum n elder auntie at telok blanglah rise. Supposed to be for the fan4 tai4 shui4 thingie.

Then i went to meet lovely mrs Song for brunch @ clementi. It was her birthday.. so decided to treat her to a meal which she asked me to choose.. hmm.. we had indian rojaks and pratas. Well, i didnt think the food was great.. but you know.. "I" ppl are just people oriented. Ppl matters more than food. Really had a great time with her. I am gonna miss her so so much.

Since it was her birthday, Mr song( of coz is her husband) surprised her by taking off day on her birthday. He even had planned to go watch movie and then spent time @ sentosa.. I even overheard him saying, " i actually ordered a bouquet of flowers for u this morning but it hasnt arrived yet." *melt* While i was standing beside them, i could feel the strong electric transmission! Aint they sweet.. That is my ideal couple life. For goodness sake, they aint just married recently. They have been married for ..erm.. 27 years? GOsh! Lovely couple!

Later on, i met up with Lena laoshi @ Parkmall Hans. Lena laoshi is someone so young at heart even thou she is at her 60s. But.. look @ her, you would not believe she is at her age. She is such a warmth leader, full of passion when she shared with me her days in adelaide 38 yrs ago.

I could really imagine how exciting it would be, how much things i need to experience. Last but not least, she added.. " Lenia, you will definitely love adelaide and i am sure you will come back as a totally changed person! A more sophisticated you..." WHoo.. Got me so charged up! Yesh! Adelaide, here i come! haha.. She is so sweet, she passed me some makeup set as a farewell gift. How can i not look beautiful.. hhahaa.. Not long, susan laoshi came and joined us. Never did i expect that she passed me a red heart necklace from Swarovski and a card. Really touched by how much love i have received from the ppl around me. Thank you so so much.. i love all the gifts.. n i will definitely bring along.. n always wear the red heart necklace to remind myself.. i always have you around, i do not need to be afraid of the world ahead. *touched*

Around 6 plus, i met ROx n cyndi @ chinatown. Really fun chatting and laughing all the way. Hey, we havent really done that for a very long time. Gonna miss both of u. Life is never the same without the 3 musketeers! haha..

Back home early, guess what.. My babesis surprised me with a heartshape cake from choco! n a Happy birthday song by my family. WHOa! Aint i lucky? I guess i am the most loved ger in the whole wide world!

alrite.. back to packing.. where is my BCLS Cert!!! OOopzzz.. tt's another trait of "I" ppl. They juz dont rem where they put their stuffs. haha.. Happy finding!





Monday, February 11, 2008
i smiled at 5:17 AM.


Before i sleep.. there is something i wish to share.
Simon sent me a sms a few days ago..

He wrote..

" Dear Lenia, just remember one important issue..
When it comes to marriage, it is either a daily joy or a daily hell.
Spend time to choose your mate who will not only love u as a person,
this person must also love what u do n believe in.
Respect n responsibility comes after the love n honeymoon.
No compromise on these issues.
As a man, never lay his hands on the woman he loves, if he does, he loves himself more than his woman.
As a woman, never give your man an excuse to find a softer pillow.
Even when the bed is hard.
Hope you can understand all there..."

How i wish all men and women live up to this value. I know i will.. will you?





Sunday, February 10, 2008
i smiled at 11:09 AM.


I guess i am one of the luckiest ger around in this world. Let me tell you why...

This saturday 9/2/08, my Biz partners were having a farewell dinner @ Susan & nelson Laoshi's place nearby market. We had thai food for dinner. Had my fav chili crabs, calamari, cereal prawns, tomyam soup.. Susan Laoshi always picks the best for me~! I was so honoured that she was sitting beside me. I always feels a peace in mind when she is by my side. To me, she is just like a sister.. very close to my heart. She can just understand how i feel, what i am going thru.. Without her, i would not know the values in life. I would not know i can be so beautiful..

Back to the dinner.. Janice gave me a yellow shawl for my farewell n Mr & Mrs Song (My most- admired couple cum my Sweetest "daddy n mummy") passed me a pair of goggles. Aint they sweet? Thank you so so much for the gifts. I will definitely bring to Aussie.

When we were back at susan laoshi's house, Nelson laoshi brought out lotsa wine.. White/ Red/Sparkling juice etc.. Had a great time chilling at her cosy house. I am going to miss all my biz partners..I took the opportunity to drink as much as possible.. muahahaa.. got alittle tipsy but still managed to take cab home in one piece. *sshhh*

On 10/2/08 sunday...
I met Sue Ann for lunch @ harbourfront Sakae! We chatted so much.. It's amazing how both of us click like as if we were long lost frds. It's the chemistry! haha.. We are SO "I"! It juz seems that she could really understand me from deep within. & this ger actually bought me CLinque Happy Perfume.. GOsh! tt's so so sweet of her to cheer me up. But tt's so so expensiVe. Tsktsktsk.. Sue Ann! Ur lodging n Food are on me in Adelaide! haha.. Will see you on msn! Love you! *muaCk*

During evening time..
I met Cyndi @ AMK hub. Was shopping around to find prezzie and she was so hungry that we had to settle at ah mei cafe to eat prata. That is another dish i dont get to eat in aussie. Yummy!
Had teh-ice too.. Life is just like paradise.. After that, we shopped and talked... dunno when i would be able to spend time with her.. probably.. a yr later?
Around 6 plus, we decided to go Sinyi's house for visiting..
When we reached.. there were table full of food at the corridor and her place was decorated with balloons and streamers at the side of the stairs.. and also a long birthday balloon.. They even decorated a chair with flowers made from streamers. They said "today.. you are the PRINCESS'' I was so touched by their effort. No wonder, they asked me not to come so early.. hmm...
That was not all. My physio frds (cyndi, sinyi, Zhijing, ROx, yiru, princess cindy, shiyun, shuwenl +Paul tan , Germ + TOmmy) actually bought and prepared all the local dishes for me.. Tt includes hainan chicken rice, satay, sambal Stingray n sotong, honey baked chicken, pepper chicken.. veg, fishballs, springrolls etc. Gosh! i felt so pampered. I dont juz feel like a princess.. i feel like.. i am the QUEEN! haha..
This group of sweeties, surprised me with a chocolate bday cake when i was playing mahjong with Tommy, germ & Paul. Guess what they got me for bday? An ALdo wallet! Geezzz.. They really know what i want. I was about to bring my guess wallet to aust n they knew very much that i would love another one to replace it. I really dunno how to express my gratitude to them. These group of friends are so dear to me. *melt* All of them are working and they actually put so much time and effort in organising this surprise bday party cum farewell for me. Aint my life beautiful? shant i feel honoured?

While i am blogging.. Joey is busy helping me to change the background and uploading my pic on the blog. Aint i Lucky? She has to work the next morning and she stayed up late to guide me thru. Thank you so so much!

Friends & family members are the best gift from god. Thank you so so much for being there when i need you the most.. thank you so so much for making me feel so loved at the lowest point of my life. Thank you.. Thank you.. *tear* I LOVE YOU ALL! *HUG HUG*





Saturday, February 9, 2008
i smiled at 12:03 AM.


To tell u the truth, i didnt sleep the whole night. Was on the phone till this morning 9plus. Received another "bomb"!
This time, my heart feels as if someone is slicing it bit by bit.. So torturing.. unbearable!
But i am glad the truth is out. It's really time to pronounce my heart dead! NO LOOKING BACK, MOVE ON!!! As shocking as it can be.. I couldnt imagine i was such a fool for you. I couldnt imagine you actually did that to me? Is it juz a nightmare? NO ! It's time to stand up where i fall n move on! My 6 sense is so so accurate. I would follow my instinct next time. I didnt know you are such a devil within you. Is it what you have gone thru or is it the culture that mould u to be who u r today? I really dont want to turn out so ugly when i come back from aust! *cross fingers* But ironically, a part of me still believes that you are a good person but juz something goes wrong this time. To give u the benefit of doubt, i have thrown my 4 yrs of r/s in believing ur every words. Pls dont lie to me, u wont, rite?

I am starting not to understand u.. but i know u r not exactly having a good time either in dealing with the reality and how ppl look at you. Plz dont self destruct.. dont give up on urself. I dunno why am i so silly... i am already feeling so hurt.. however i am still worrying for u. What am i thinking... i guess.. maybe..i am starting to love u as a frd.

Surprisingly, i somehow know one day i would forgive u for what you have done. As much as i wanted to hate you.. i juz cant bear to. Maybe that's the soft part of me. But i am glad we talked things thru.. managed to find out the flaws in our r/s n made the next r/s a better one.

Didnt really feel so much hurt till i was lying down resting in bed. Dazing is the killer. My mind wonders around. *SCREAM* how i wish i could juz walk out of the house and go to sentosa n SCREAM my sorrow out and drink like there's no tmr. How i wish Kunting is around..
Fortunately, saw ian online.. I felt so so comfortable talking to him.. he juz seems to know it all.. thankz ian! u saved me a drink.. i remember what he said, "for every failed rs..it only serves as a platform to bring u closer to the one u're meant to be with" Yes! I juz want to stop harping about it n move on~. God, plz give me the strength to do tt!!!





Friday, February 8, 2008
i smiled at 1:46 AM.


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~! HUAT AH! ahaha.. that's the most trendy line for this year!
Today is the most busiest day for the whole CNY. Lotsa visitings = many many angbaos! haha. I basically juz sat down n dazed the whole day. I have to confess.. i felt alittle empty somehow..i kept checking the phone for sms. Too used to it. heh! Anyway, I brought some reading materials about adelaide and started reading through to have a better picture of what to expect there. I couldnt believe myself that i was actually reading a map and i could understand! haha.. Was trying to figure out where are the shopping areas, markets, sch, tourist attractions blah blah blah.. Perk! count on me! i will help u to read map when u drive! If not, we can always depend on mel? muahaha.. That's the good thing of travelling in 3.
Oh yes, before i forget.. i need to go n find potential apartments near sch and check if my supplements need to be declared too. Anymore issues? *Think think*
Cant really remember. Never mind.. i shall go bath n cont'd watching "The Enchanted"..Lalala..





Thursday, February 7, 2008
i smiled at 12:42 AM.


Getting alittle nervous as this is my first time blogging. well, was used to the traditional way of writting down with a pen. It's time to upgrade myself and move on with the wave of advance technology~! I am a blogger! haha.. You muz be wondering why such a change. 1st: My Best Frd -Joey Hohoho of 11 yrs inspired me (n she made me tear! Was really touched by her blog entry on 5th feb.. 2nd: Going Aussie in 6 days time and i guess my loved ones will want to know how i am doing, right? So aint it better to note it here once n for all and then i can save the breath of repeating. Now.. Joey is guiding me step by step to blog. That's so so sweet of her. Didnt know blogging could be that complicated but.. it's FUN~!



Hmm.. Cant believe it.. time flies! Chinese new year is tmr. Not sure why i don't really feel excited. Maybe getting really OLD~! *Sighz* Or maybe.. i am going to fly off to Aussie.. Reminiscing the past when i was only a kid.. CNY was like a big thing in my life.. watching fireworks with my little neighbours (Oh yes, i am so proud to confess that i am still in touch with my k1 frd + neighbour + swimming pal -Weiheng). Was talking about the past times when we as kids were so contented in our little world. We basically celebrated all festive events at our corridor. Cycled, played candles.. Sad to say.. all moved out except me! These memories would still be a talking point for both of us! haha. That was how innocent kids can be.



Oh yes, I am flying off in 6 days time to study Physiotherapy in University of South Australia.

It has always been my dream to travel overseas to study n work. Now, dream comes true! Sometimes, i find it really freaky.. i seem to have 6 sense or initution.. n it juz happens my way. I have to say, there's good n bad.. if you get what i mean... Met up with my babe sis, Cheryl (why i call her babe is becoz.. in my heart.. she is juz BEAUTIFUL! Capable, pretty, slim, good-hearted, strong in character, X-factor.. She is my role model! But dunno why, we are so diff even thou from the same family. Haha) said " Since you have no commitment, why dont you consider to stay there n work for a few years?" This thought struck me. Uhuh! Yes! Good idea! Guess it's time for mummy to let go of this little ger so that she could learn to explore the world by herself. To be independent! It's time to open my arms to welcome a brand new life. I could still remember what mum told me recently.. " Alright, this time i will allow u to get a bf in Aussie. It's okay to have ang mo but no muslim and indian (no offence to the other races/ religions as i come from a buddhist family)." When I asked if he could be a christian.. she answered with sheepish smile, " Heh, try not to la." haha.. What choice do i have? that's my mum. Aint she cute? I will mark her words for it! haha. Unfortunately, studying is my priority for now. My doors are shut. I juz want to learn dancing and explore aussie. No worries, my frds.. not now.. but i am sure there's someone out there that holds the key to my heart. Juz not in the near future. Cant wait to enjoy my singlehood. *take a deep breath* Yes! "God will bless me with a fascinate present and is waiting for me to pick up." That was what my babe sis msged me. *Sweet*



Hmm.. it's already 11 pluz.. it's time to give a helping hand to mummy. Really want to spend more time with family before i fly. Coz i may be away for 1 yr.. 2 yrs.. or even longer.. Will you miss me? *Blink Blink*















way i am ♥

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.Lenia Teo.
.23rd Feb 1984.
.Pisces.
.Physiotherapist.


New Year Resolution♥

1. Career advancement (be more effiicient)
2. Sprint Tri & biathlon
3. Driving
4. Diving
5. Sleep before 12am

friends ♥

.Cindy.
.Guoyan.
.Joey.
.Yee Wenn
.Zhijing.

rewind ♥

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
June 2009
August 2009
January 2011

precious ♥

Singapore Time

Adelaide, Aussie Time


talk to me ♥



sing with me ♥